move it.

so...

i've been having this nagging feeling lately that now is the time to do something else, its like a quarter life crisis of sorts, and it really been bothering me. i think I'm getting bored.

don't get me wrong, i love taking care of my family and the twins pretty much keeps my hands full, but it feels like the things i do everyday are the always the same, so much so that I'm confident that i can do everything with my eyes closed and hanging upside down from the ceiling, (ok maybe not the hanging upside down part) but anyways, it kinda makes me feel guilty at times to think about it, but let's face it, as much as i enjoy being a mom, i know i need something that i can divert my creative energy to.

also, i really think i should give more effort in moving my butt. staying home doesn't do any good for someone who eats like a cow. (and i refuse to not eat like this coz sorry, there will come a time when i can't and i'd like to have no regrets when that time comes)

I think I'm starting to lose it too, my touch. it used to be effortless for me. And i think that's mainly because i don't get to exercise it. but the question is, how?

I'm really torn on what to do. how do you juggle family and career/passion. i want to be a good mom and wife. i want explore photography even more. I want to be active again. I want to put up my own business. I want to cross as much off my bucket list while i can.

so many things i want to do, i want to be, that i don't know where to start.