goodbye 8-10hrs of sleep

since i've given birth, i don't think i've slept a whole 8 hours straight.

just like right now, sean's been having the sniffles and i guess that's why he keeps waking up and can't seem to go back to sleep. i slept a little before midnight and have been up again since 3am. we've played angry birds (which he found hilarious), he danced to the SFX of bejeweled, tried to rock him to sleep for maybe an hour, and now we're watching toy story 3.

but just like what my cousin says, that's how it is to be a full time mom. you gotta do what you gotta do right?

but as tiring and sleep depriving as it is, i know i need to treasure these moments while i still can. they're growing up so fast, its ridiculous! before, i can hold both of them, now i can barely carry sean without hurting my back. and since they've discovered walking, they have just been dragging us all over the place. i still can't even get over the fact that they turned one already! womaigad!

yes, its not that easy, i have my days when even my nails hurt and i can barely lift my finger, but i go on. im gonna let it kick my ass for as long as it can cause i know its all worth it :)