breather.

it's been bothering me for a while now, so much so that i can't seem to write about anything else.

i can't stand irresponsible and self-righteous people. those who act like they are entitled to everything. they expect everyone to just bend over and fetch for them. and if they don't get what they want, or somebody else gets ahead, they act like the victim, that everything is about them, an attack against them. and every single time, its not their fault, it has to be somebody else's. something ALWAYS has to be up, there's a reason for this, and that, and its never ever just their fault.

i can't stand sloppiness, especially about things that you can actually control, you just have to know what is right, and have the guts to actually do it. because knowing and doing are two completely different things. and most times, the right thing is the hardest one to do.

then there's those who can't practice what they preach. i mean, please, spare me of all the yak. you're just embarrassing yourself. talk to me again when you finally realize that the reason why things aren't going well is not because everyone else is effing you up, its you who's creating your own problems. it all boils down to priorities. the choices you make, the ones you choose to come first and let go.

don't get me wrong, im not saying im perfect. i get myself in a lot of messes too, but at least i own up to them. i recognize when im at fault. i know when to step down. i know when to stop being the victim and actually do something. and mostly, i was raised to fend for myself, be happy with what i have, strive to be the best, and be supportive and respective of people around me.

so yes, i f*ck up, alot, but that's ok because that's how i learn. i hope one day you'll learn how to make a mistake and actually take with you something you learned about it too.