Patience is a virtue, so that's what we've all been told.
I've always tried to live by these words. it's not easy, but i try the best that I can.
But lately, i've been starting to wonder, in my case at least, if patience really is a virtue, or has it turned into my curse.
had I been too patient and understanding to the point that I've let people walk all over me? Where has my voice gone? Why can't I say no?
I get it, there will always be people who are in your life just to try how long that line is. that's how one build their character, right? supposed to, at least.
But is it just me, or am I one big "ok try me" magnet?
Time and time again, just when I think I'm nearing an exit, I end up in another dead end. It's frustrating. but you have to be patient, that's what you're taught to do.
right.
I mean, i don't know. A part of me just want to bail out. But won't that make me just the same as those I'm trying hard not to be? Being surrounded by irresponsible people is not an excuse to be one.
But I've been getting too much crap, it's exhausting. So much so that I can't decide what to ask for, longer line, or balls. Lord, help me :(
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