hate to love me? or love to hate me?

reading through my posts, its kinda sad that this has become sort of a rant blog. i'm not as negative as my past few posts seem to be, at least i try not to. i hope im not scaring readers away with all that... baggage.

i guess part of why i write about them is because that's the only way i can let go of them. so excuse those posts, and ill try to be better at this.

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i find it funny and sad when all someone talks about is what's wrong with someone else. isn't it tiring when you pick in the littlest things, creating sooo much drama over nothing? there's more important things that magnifying petty differences.

get over it.

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lately, ive been into nail polish. no, im not snorting it like there's no tomorrow. i just found an outlet, something to get my creative juices going. i know sometimes its weird, prolly too colorful too, but i find them pretty. my nails are my canvas, that's the most i can do for now to keep myself sane

and i do everything myself because one, its expensive to have it done outside. and two, it doesn't last more than 24hrs, at least its pristine chip free loveliness. and three, i kinda am not into those plastic and thick acrylic nails they mostly do in the salon (ok, so that is kinda optional, but still, just saying) i get nail art, but sometimes, when you dont have a clear vision of what you want, or maybe you are into "too much", it looks corny and matronish. dont yah think? so im sticking to my "art"

here's a few of what ive done in the past month or two

(just a simple ocean blue, dreaming of the beach on a rainy day)

(this one is a failed french tip, which i dubbed French Drip.)

(this one is actually made by a friend, blue crackle over black)

(this one i call the galaxy nails, inspired by something i saw in tumblr, not as good but pretty close)

right now im back to a blank canvas, and my set of 6 crackle polish just came in so expect crazy swatches soon. :)

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can this be true, im starting to feel something about make up and dresses and COMBING MY HAIR. oh no, can the end of the world really be near? LOL

we'll see where these "feelings" will lead me.